One of the nice things about having a longer engagment is that it gives us more time to plan and enact things. However, as I am a terrible procrastinator, having more time for me is usually more detrimental than it is beneficial. Last night I had a dream that began about 3 weeks before our wedding. As dreams rarely make chronological sense, in the next moment of my dream it was the morning of our wedding and we had almost nothing ready. We hadn't even sent out invitations yet!
I think this was meant to remind me (and Ang) that while we have plenty of time, if we don't use it wisely, we'll have none left before it's too late. With me being in California at times, it makes some of the planning much more difficult, and I'm probably not as involved as I ought to be. We are trying to have me fly back to Utah once a month so that we can plan things better, but after being away from Angela for a few weeks, I think we'd much rather play and enjoy each others company than sit down and plan more things. Luckily, I'm starting to enjoy planning things more (I had a blast taking photos on Monday) and hopefully we'll be able to kill two birds with one stone (such a violent - and awesome - image) by having fun while we plan things out.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
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lol. anxiety dreams. have had plenty of those!!
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